“We judge others for what we don’t wanna see in ourselves. That’s why we attract people who show us how we treat others, or how we treat ourselves…”
Probably you wonder what I am gonna write about today… tell you the truth I have no idea… I just have thoughts running through my mind, thoughts that I am dying to “pour” on the keyboard and the “white sheet”. They say that the story is left untold, not because the storyteller is missing, but because there isn’t anybody to hear it…
Do I feel this way? Not always, but exactly tonight I don’t have anybody to tell my story, besides the “white sheet”.
There were moments, when at night, surrounded by four walls, the silence was tremendously loud. It deafened every whisper of my heart, every hope, each desire… today, the silence is my best friend! In silence I manage to discover myself, to go deeper, beyond limitations, masks, pretence and fakeness.
The night is here, I am lying in my bend and I feel somehow in peace. Memories and thoughts are going through my mind, but I am just an eyewitness from the sideline. Today none of them manages to grab my heart, squeeze it, torture it and then throw it back at me- exhausted to death!
Today I am in control of my emotions, I am the “queen” of myself! I love reading Oscar Wilde and before, I never managed to see the truth in the words “It is only shallow people who require years to get rid of an emotion. A man who is master of himself can end a sorrow as easily as he can invent a pleasure. I don’t want to be at the mercy of my emotions. I want to use them, to enjoy them, and to dominate them.”
But today I realize that these are a couple lines, which hide the meaning of life… the “key” to happiness if you wish!
More often than not we break in front of the obstacles that life offers! We think we ran out of luck, that we are cursed to suffer. But I will tell you this…
If you do not like something in your reality… then you probably attracted it! When a person is running from himself, from what he is, he usually meets obstacles in everything. The reality looks unfair… as if you ran out of luck! And in reality this is not the truth! Everything that happens is not because you were born to suffer, but because it has the “task” to show you, to teach you that you have to treat yourself better and accept your true self! When you learn to accept yourself, you will learn to accept others! And then the world will look fair and more reasonable! We try to rearrange the world around us, and in reality it is “tidy” enough ! We are the one who should start living in harmony with it!
Every bad situation, which looks like just another unfair hit from faith is actually the best thing that could happen! Just when you are among the debris of disappointments, pain and betrayals, you could seize the sparkle of your own personality!
“Everything in life gives you strength- i.e. life exist to sustain itself! The body keeps being devoted to life, no matter how confused and conquered by conflicts is your mind! Life is beyond “the win and lose”.
Sometimes some things happen so we can break down and then recreate ourselves, but this time stronger and better… it is like during a workout… it is harder to better the wrong technique you learned, than it is to start from scratch. Sometimes it requires a lot of bravery to look in the ruins of everything that is falling apart around you, then go and pick up every little peace of your broken heart, put it back together and promise yourself that nothing is gonna make you give in! But even the scarce amount of people who dared to do it, at the end realized that it was worth it! As my favorite writer Oscar Wilde said, “behind every beautiful creature, is hidden some dose of tragic”. Well then use this tragic in order to become more beautiful, and not get dingy by the circumstances!
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